Saturday, December 4, 2010

Just now talked to my mum, calling her need courage.. I can hear my voice shivering when talking to her.. I don't know why..
Telling her I got bf..
what makes me update my blog is, money issue.
Mummy left not much, I think, to spend on me, for my pocket money, yet she still tries hard to satisfy me. I feel so sorry, but what can I do? I think my parents also don't want me to have bread and oat for the rest of my study life.
I think, the most reason that keep me away from home is the financial issue. I feel hard when I see my parents work so hard to feed the family, and I'm just good-for-nothing. They cannot support me any further when I finish foundation. I don't know.
I'm not a greedy and materialistic girl.
But
I need money, I need health.