Sunday, September 5, 2010

I like to compare, somehow,
he is better than me,
she is greater than me,
you are better than me,
so in the end,
everybody is better than me,
and I am the worst???

It makes me feel bad 'coz I'm not one of the best...
It does matter to me,
since 1997,
since I was one of the apples,
since I started to stand in front of people and speak as loud as I can...

I know what,
something inside keep pulling me back,
and then slowly I become a retard,
and now who I am.

Put them down,
let them go,
and then, forget.

Give myself a new...........start?