I am sad.
I am stress.
I am tired.
I am depress.
If I do not scare of pain, I will take a knife and cut myself.
If I do not fall sick easily, I will go out and stand there when it's raining.
I love to see myself get hurt, mentally and physically.
For some people, they will understand how does it feel.
If I could sleep comfortably, and never wake up the next morning, if I could rest in peace in this way.
I am not good.
A strong feeling of get myself hurt arises inside me.
I am aggressive. Now.