I said I'm not so keen on backing home, but it doesn't mean that I do not like going home. When I am at my home town, I feel safe and calm, here is where I grow up.
However, I don't like that every time I back home, I have to face something or see something that I don't wanna face or see or know.
N times again my dad mention about the full scholarship, I know he 'hopes' that I can get it. I feel sorry and guilty, I couldn't do it.
If you see me standing beside the lake, gazing and stunning, I am about to say goodbye to you all...
Sigh~
Being here, I found that, I'm still a selfish girl...
I don't like the feeling I have right now, I feel so small...
What is the feeling of being your very own self?
Anybody does?
Don't push me, I will either kill you or commit suicide.
