I think my life is just stupd now.
I hate driving.
I hate to wake up early in the morning.
I hate to do the same thing every day.
I don't like the way I'm living now.
It's damn tired.
No time for my own.
Ok, I can just quit and lie down on my bed,uuhmmm...
But dignity don't allow.
They will laugh me, I don't wanna hear a word about me,
'She is so soft and never work before, she can't stand it one la.' or 'I've said, she will quit.' or...
Damn it.
So I stay before I get another job or get an offer letter from uni...
Zzzzzzzz...