Bursting now.

Stupid, isn’t it? What I’ve done for so long?

Tomorrow, my STPM will begin. And yea, guess what? I’m going to fail it!

I’ve studied for so long, but what the hell? And must admit, I didn’t put enough effort on it, I deserve it.

But what the hell I care? I scare? No. I’ve failed so many times, so this..

I just feel guilty. I feel sorry for my teachers. And feel sorry for myself, for so many times I’ve wasted.

But here, even if I fail it, so what?

Failing an exam doesn’t mean my world is collapsed, doesn’t mean my dream is ruined.

I know I’ll always have time to do it, even if I might a little too old for it.. emm..

Oh ya… I feel bad now..