I am drowned by guilty.
I feel sorry for my dad, mum, kor kor, and teachers.
Even if nobody will blame me, I’ll blame myself.
I know there is no point to do so.
How am I going to face them, especially my parents?
Look, what I’ve done.
UPSR, PMR, SPM, and now STPM.
I make people disappointed and that’s the best thing I’ve ever done.
I’m such a fucker.
I hate the way I am now.
P/S: Daddy mummy and kor kor please don’t treat me so well, I don’t deserve it.