这几天开夜车，我想起了PMR的时候。。我们一群朋友比赛，看谁能耐的最久，最快睡的那个要请大家一餐，结果，明杰输了，他请我们吃了一顿pizza。。其实，他没输。。有人耍诈。。哈哈～好想念过去的种种。。想念我们为了吃走遍了整个bp；想念我们为国庆倒数而skip class；想念我们就这样大刺刺的坐在马路中央吃汉堡，看着红灯转绿而我们却依然赖着不走；想念我们为了办camp而忙得无法形容；想念你住在我家，陪我睡觉的那几晚；想念有次我们去旅行，你们因为我选了一个‘超赞’的位子而数落了我半天；想念我们一起疯狂一起闹；想念我们三人只要一在一起就没有什么事是我们办不到的。。想念老朋友了～
I don’t feel like talking.. and blogging is the best way to express my feeling at the moment.. I know I can’t continue the life style I’m having now.. It really kills me.. My level has increased, my chest-ache got happened more frequently than ever.. If people know my situation, they will not blame me of not going school so often recently.. my both hands are pain because of taking blood.. every few months have to do so.. and now they want me to do a check up again, my chest.. no.. I’m not going to check it.. just let it be.. just don’t feel like doing so.. my health is..like sucks.. mentally is ok now, stronger than before, but physically, has never been improved.. most probably I always skip medicine.. I deserve it.. so, D, if u read this, can you recall what I’ve text you before? My funeral.. if I leave this world all of a sudden, can you plan my funeral as I’ve told u? who knows?? Don’t worry I’m not going to commit suicide, not so silly.. haha.. just.. who knows?? Haha.. I pray, for a better tomorrow..^^
P/S: I think not many people know that this is a private blog, only someone I trust will know this place.. And that’s why I can post my feeling here as much as I can..
