Just now, I was very sad, I think ‘sad’ is to light to describe my feeling.. I think, yes, hurt is more suitable.. I know I’m useless.. I failed to control my emotion well..
I really love blogging.. This is a place where, nobody will blame me or disagree with me.. It’s so quiet, always there to listen to me, let me say whatever I like.. It watches me cry, let me be frank.. It has become my best friend, though I hate to admit it.. It’s kind of miserable to say so..
I cried so hard that my eyes had swollen and my voice changed totally.. I wanted to find someone to talk but another me inside asked me not to do so.. Is everyone same with me? Feeling down but have no one to talk to, so they just swallow all the pain inside..
I tried to talk to him, but his words are just like knife, cut me open and keep me bleeding.. He can’t understand me.. He can’t..
是没有人能够帮我，还是我拒绝了别人的帮助? I don’t wanna walk alone.. I’ve tired of it.. ok, stop thinking。。
我不想变成一个在海上的漂流者，为了继续生存而随便紧紧抱着迎面飘来的东西，哪怕只是块浮木。。浮木累了，我也累了；放开浮木，然后自己继续往下沉，能怎样？我不会游泳。。我怕水，怕不着地的感觉。。你最在乎的人竟然不谅解你，很令人伤心，对吧？说的话一句一句刺伤你的心，但同时也清醒了你。。
