I don’t know why can’t I calm my mind when the exam is around the corner.. Maybe I’m just nervous? I can’t stop thinking, all irrelevant to exam.. What the hell??
I think of him, the sweet moments we had before.. the way he talked to me, like ordering, but I found it funny actually.. some conversations I love, like..
“can you read me a bedtime story? Oh I want a bear bear with me..” “sure..” “don’t you think it’s childish?” “no..it’s ok..”
“send me some photos now..” “huh.. tomorrow can or not?” ‘no,now..’ ‘ooo…’
“can I eat French fried?’ ‘no..’ ‘a little bit..mabye 1/4 of it?’ ‘no, pls don’t eat it, you cant..”
‘what did u have for lunch?’’ ‘instant mee…I love it!’ ‘who said you can eat instant mee?’ ‘huh,you didn’t say cannot..’ ‘you didn’t ask also..’
Everytime you call, first two things you’d ask are “have you eaten?” ‘have you take medicine?’ I hate routine, but I love it actually..
You asked me, I don’t like to chat through phone, why still I chat with you? I don’t like to take photo, but yet I still take for you? Silly boy, this type of question, you don’t have to ask, you know it well..
So, since you been gone, I have returned to the way I used to be, seldom chat through phone, also seldom(almost no) take photo already.. well, it’s carefree.. but, sometimes, I’ll think of you.. it’s normal, isn’t it?
Days without you, like nothing really bad, normal,like nothing different,but deep inside, I’m not sure..
Going my 1st backpacking soon, so bad that the one who go with me is not you..
I’m alright! Thanks for the memories you’ve left for me..^^
