Dream,when I was young…
When I was very young.. one day, mummy asked, “wanna learn piano?” “no..” “why?” “I scare..” then, she asked again, “how bout ballet?” “no..” “why?” “I scare..”
Years later, “I think you better quit dancing!” “why? “UPSR is coming soon.” “no, mum, the show is coming, I don’t wanna miss this chance!” “Just leave it, don’t you wanna enter a better sch later?” “no,pls..” “no, you must quit..”
Then, years later again.. “mum, I wanna learn violin..” “why suddenly you wanna learn it?” “see, I don’t dance now..” “no.. PMR is coming soon..” “pls! I promise, I wont neglect my studies..” “……” “let me try, pls..” “ok..” Months later.. “you promised me you will maintain the result!” “I’m sorry.. sth happened, not b’coz of violin..” “is it? I don’t think so..” “mummy, pls.. u know I love dancing and music the most..” “no, for your future, quit it.”
Again and again, the girl was forced to give up her favourite things.. for the so-called “future”.. in her heart, her desire in dancing and music has never stopped.. but, she can never turn back.. is she defeated by reality? Will her dream be fulfilled one day coming? No one can answer this, even herself.. a little bit of “yi han” in her heart.. growing day by day…
I’m never a maths-and-science girl.. instead, I’m a little bit tend to art-and-literature kind.. against the nature of oneself, it’s kind of hard.. but I’ll keep trying.. This time, I’ll never let you down..
p/s: mummy, If I can turn back time, will you let me do what I really like? Having a dancer daughter is never a bad idea ya..
