I'm alright!

我没事了。真的。想不到我复原的能力一次比一次快吧！真的要感谢大家还有老师对我的关心和建议。
经过了这么多事，我终于明白，人们口中那所谓的 “快乐是自己的，人生是自己的，选择也是自己的。” 过去似懂非懂，现在终于能体会到了。

快乐是自己的，所以就算在你觉得最困难的时刻，也要勇敢站起来，微笑着面对，还有重新审视，找寻新的方向。后悔没用，躲起来也没用。好或不好都会过去，然后又是人生新的一页。你自己开心就好，没人会对你的伤心快乐负责，就看你怎么想。

人生是自己的，你自己去选择，去判断；什么重要，什么让你快乐，什么值得去追求，什么能把你的生命装得满满的，什么让你的人生更有意义。

就算跌倒了，还是有能力站起来面对。转个弯，又是新的方向。
但说真的，这是我做过最疯狂的事。以前的elayne肯定不会这样。=_=''

我没事，谢谢！

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hide it................................................secretly.....................................quietly.....................................bcoz it's none of others' business..............................................

What a pity life she's living...

You are my guide in my life, I look at you and tell myself, no, I don't wanna step your route, I'll try my best to avoid it,and if your story happen in my life, no, I'll try my best to get myself out of it, at whatever cost. Look at you, I know that there is no one in this world can really to rely on, you train me to be independent, thanks. For so long you have taken the burden on your narrow shoulder, I pity on it, but yet I can do nothing.I'm sorry for it. Sorry for your choice, sorry for your fate...

oooo...can you just forget it...get rid of it,ok? just pretend never ever has it happened...thanks~

.

STPM result will be announced soon. I have nothing to wish for as i know, I'll fail maths, and even physics and chemistry. It's time to face the deed. I deserve it. Feel like falling from 13th floor. I don't know what to say, I'm just sorry, especially those who trust me.

To me, defeated means you lose in your own area.
Here, I'm not defeated.

我不知道。。。

我不知道。
我觉得这个世界充满了谎言。
我的身边充满着爱说谎的人。
They make up, they wear a mask, they flirt.
突然间我不知道该如何去分辨真伪。
而我发现经过了这么多事，自己依然很傻很无知。
然后依然很容易相信别人。
难道自己也要戴上面具，提防他人？
这样很累，真的。

胜问我，怎么这么久了我不找他。
我不是不想，而是每次想联络他时，都忍了下来。
我想他。他知道吗？

我发现，当我习惯了有人在我身边时，突然间我忘了如何自己站起来。
没关系，我还是会站起来的。

Don't flirt with me,
我讨厌轻浮的男生。

when we were young...

I have a wonderful time these few days. My cousins, brothers and I, we talked about our past, times when we were very young. We laughed, we recalled, it’s wonderful.

We went to beach Minyak Beku, suddenly thought of the two local KL-ian were BeePee born. Then we went dataran, we talked, we lol...

And I just love the moments we share together.

Short, but blissful...