When it is time, you will let it go. Well it is not a matter of ‘how to’ because it can’t force. It happens naturally. It doesn’t disobey your heart and feeling. So when it is time, just go with the flow.
And now it is time to put the spotlight back on me.
Nothing is worth to mention, life is as plain as water, in spite of the super bitter medicine that makes me vomit.
I always have some friends, who really influence me a lot, whenever I feel like I have no strength to go on, then I’ll go and surf them, look at them, and I can find my faith back. They are just awesome!
By the way, I’m preparing an essay which is titled as ‘Youth Unemployment--How can you tackle youth unemployment through youth-led solutions?’ What the hell, I don’t know what it is. I still have one month left to complete it.
Sometimes I just find myself so weak that I don’t really recognize. Sometimes I just feel that’s nothing wrong and I’m just ease with it. Sometimes I just want to eat as much as I can but still I have to control it. Sometimes you can just quit just leave as long as you have enough courage to face the coming problem, but when you have decided, there is nothing worth to worry about. Before it I think happy in life is the most important thing in life, it doesn’t matter if the bread is thinner a little bit, now I still think happy in the life you are living now is really important. At least when you accidentally leave this world tomorrow, you will not regret with your yesterday.
Recently my friend changed her relationship status as Single. And that is normal enough that even if you are in a relationship, you will prefer to keep it as single there because that is none of others’ business. But what I wanna point out is, I don’t understand why whenever whoever change their r status to single, especially if that one is a girl, people will say ‘be strong, girl.’ It makes me feel like they thought us girls are too weak to whatever. blak~
Come back to me, yea I found that I’m just Gemini. I get bored with my current job and I don’t even full one month there at that moment. I hate to do the same thing everyday. Repeat and repeat like I’m a working machine. It’s so hard to be patient to some kids. And since I started working, I fell sick three times. I can’t do thing without passion, it will kill me.
I want meat! Time to do my regular blood test and doctor asked if I could cut off eating meat. I nodded without second thought. Well life without meat is…… ok, I have oatmeal without sugar as my breakfast (feel like chewing candle), vegetable with little rice as lunch in my work place (which I told them I don’t want any single meat), back home have dinner, which mummy always makes it mild. I miss burger.
Chinese New Year is coming soon. The festival which I hate the most.
童年經驗受傷害，心靈黑洞太沉重
童年時你受到非常大的傷害，
可能是肢體上或言語上、情緒上的暴力。
這些訊息會讓你覺得自己是個不被疼愛的人。
如果那個童年經驗沒有被處理好，
長大後不管你面對工作夥伴、情人還是所在環境，
你的不安全感都會非常強烈，
於是你的心靈黑洞就會非常沉重。
雖然在外人面前你表現出很開心的樣子，
可是當你面對自己的時候，
你感受到的是非常孤單跟寂寞。
建議你回想一下，童年時期你最渴望別人重視你的部分是什麼？
把那一塊找回來，長大之後跟對方講清楚說明白，這是重新再回溯中很重要的過程。
I hate accurate test.
Don’t expect a stupid simple test can read my world.
Rubbish.
Ok, I was so emo and down just now.
Then, like usual, I’ll read my friends’ blogs whenever I free.
Ok, it worth to mention becoz it makes me LOL…
In a very unstable state.
And it does warm me up lil bit.
Thanks god.
For your 黑色幽默。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
Ehem.