寒

原来拼命逛街买东西，

并不会让人真的快乐起来。

很抱歉，

但我想你们应该已经习惯了我的冷漠。

我不是真的讨厌你们，

只是，

冷漠只是一种伪装，

一种自我保护的形式。

我只是已经很冷了，

没有办法再接受你们的冷言冷语。

在我被冰雪覆盖冷冻结冰前，

我要自我解救。

这不过是生存之道。

在等待黎明第一道曙光落在我身上前，

我还有一点点力量，

让自己坚持下去。

我希望从那些小孩子的身上，

得到一点点的希望。

这世上有一种爱，

是不用人的思考标准去衡量的。

这个圣诞，

我最希望得到的礼物，

是一点点的爱，一点点的温暖，

还有一点点的关怀。

P/S：人以为不可能的时候，只不过是过不了自己那有限的头脑。

If only you know I could be hurt easily...
Stop the train,pls...

Hopeless rainy night

I got so much to say, but I don't know how to turn my feeling into words.
Just now collapsed in my room, alone, quietly.
Yea everything will be alright though I'm quite worn out now.
Thanks everyone..
I love you all...

Shut Up!!!

Do you know that I am really depressed and frustrated?
What the hell are you thinking of me?
If you don't wanna support me,
just close your eyes and keep your mouths shut!

Stop hurting me!!!!!

Dunno

I know.
So I keep telling myself that life is VERY BEAUTIFUL!
But it seems so hard to be persuaded.

I hate night.
It makes me depress easily.

What am I going to do the next step?
Will I do something right?
Am I allowed?
Hell...

I thought I can sleep well when the exam is over.
But hell it doesn't help.

I don't know...
At least, fake a smile now.
^^

I hope I'll be more generous

I hate it when you don’t reply my message.

At whatever reason you shouldn’t be so.

It makes me disappointed.

Am I talking to air??

Yea you are busy you are with friends you are blak blak blak…

Stupid excuses!

I hate it when you promise me to do something,

But you didn’t do it.

It really sucks!

I don’t mind if you are not sweet, not romantic, not blak blak blak,

But I hate you not caring.

Ok,

Let’s see.

And I pray,

For a better tomorrow.

Frankly,

I don’t think I really know you,

It takes time to see someone clearly.

I don’t know much things about you.

And what I hate the most,

You don’t read my blog.

I'll always remember the day with you two, cc and wiwi... Really had fun! I don't know what to say, that is something more than words! I love you two always o!! keep in touch!